Wake Up Call

Ok so I'm going to begin today's blog with a rant.







I was enjoying my well-deserved lie-in this morning when I was rudely awakened by my sister blow - drying her hair. I don't mind if it's after twelve but seriously, she's the most annoying thing that exists on this world. Sometimes I wonder if she was put on this earth by the devil to tempt me to Hell. Just Kidding. She's not that bad but bad enough. I love her though.

















Anyway while Katie went out with some of the family to see High School Musical 3 (Eurgh!), I babysitted my brother and he simply amazed me with his knowledge of "Lord Of The Rings". I'm reading the book and I'm proud to say that I'm engrossed with it. I tried "The Hobbit" years ago and couldn't get into it so I was surprised at how much easier "Lord Of The Rings" is to read. I would definately recommend watching the movies first though. You know whereabouts you are when your reading the book.





Didn't get up to much today. I took photos of my new look...











and basically read some of my book and have been on the PC since 16:20. Not the year I may hasten to add but If it were possible, I wouldn't put it past me...


After X Factor, we're gonna have a Wii sports contest! So wish me luck especially in the boxing. Can never get that bloody nunchuck to work...

Hell For The Weather, Heaven For The Company

Another pishy day in Scotland. Nothing's changed. It's freezing, windy and rainy and it feels like winter. I mean, we had snow the other day! Snow?!?! You can tell the climate is changing and it's not good. Oh well, only eight months till Florida now.

I've been feeling like a right bitch all week. Wait, I've been feeling like a bitch all week because I am a bitch. Seriously, I'm always talking behind my friend's backs. Not all of them, just the ones who are fake and ungenuine. In particular with one friend, I saw them the other day as I was approaching the group and I had this sense of extreme hatred being washed over me. It was an awful feeling but sometimes I wonder if it's really out of the norm. I mean this particular person hurt a lot of people. People I Care About. I will always hold a grudge towards this person. It can't be helped but in some ways I don't want any help. At least I'm not the only one who thinks this. But as of now, I'm gonna stop bitching about my friends. It makes me feel awkward and horrible. I honestly love my friends and don't get the impression that I bitch about everyone. It's only a few who really annoy me enough to rant about them.

Something else has been niggling away at me. I wish my best friend would acknowledge me as her best friend. She tells me enough times that I am her best friend and she will always be mine. She's honestly the best person ever and life without her is unimaginable. I understand she doesn't want to upset people and neither do I and I know as long as she always acts as my best friend and I always act as hers, then nothing else matters but a little bit of recogntion wouldn't go a miss or at least an explanation. It feels like this big, dark secret that I'm carrying. As if it's a taboo subject that will curse me if I mention it. I won't mention it, I'll just continue to exist in shadows...For now...

Shhh Be Quiet, You Might Piss Someone Off...

Shhh be quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like me motherfucker, you've been at it for too long
While you feed off others insecurities
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds
(Self-righteousness is wearing thin)Lies inside your head your bestfriend
(Heart bleeds but not for fellow man)Broken glass, your fake reflection
I've had enough it's time for something real Don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far, acclaim
So how does it feel to know that someones kid in the heart of america
Has blood on their hands, fighting to defend your rights
So you can maintain the lifestyle that insults this family's existance
Well, where I'm from we have a special salute we aim high in the air
Towards all those pompous assholes who spend their days pointing fingers
Fuck you
Shh be quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long
I'll be damned if you count me in as part of your generous hypocrisy
Collecting enemies(Tabloid gossip queen, worthless man)
There's no need for us to bury you(Selfish agenda, once again)
Right this way, you've dug your own grave
I've had enough it's time for something real
Don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far, acclaim
All the way from the east to the west
We've got this high society looking down on this very foundation
Constantly reminding us that our actions are the cause of all their problems
Pointing the fingers in every direction
Blaming their own nation for who wins elections
They've never contributed a fucking thing to the country they love to criticize
Excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue
Depictions we see, try and get through
Admitting mistakes can't hurt
I'm not the last but I sure ain't the first
Shh be quiet, you might piss somebody off(Self-righteousness is wearing thin)
Lies inside your head your bestfriend (Heart bleeds but not for fellow man)
Broken glass, your fake reflection
I've had enough it's time for something real
Don't respect these words you speak
You've gone too far, acclaim

Quite True...

The New Beginning...

Hello! I'm new to the whole blogging thing so it will be a miracle if I keep this up but I hope that i can.

So... A little about me first of all :)

• I'm Amy


• I Live In Scotland


• I Go To High School


• I Find It Intolerable


• I Love Music, Especially Rock, Metal etc...


• I Love 30 Seconds To Mars And Jared Leto

I assume that when posting a blog, it is like a diary entry about my day - to - day life and my inner thoughts and feelings.

So what happened today?

Biology And German NAB. I think I did ok in the German one but Biology was definately bombed much to my annoyance.

Seriously, since starting my highers I feel like I'm a complete dumbass, especially in English where I am failing everything. I know I should study more and that I get distracted too easily but it's really hard sometimes.

On a lighter note, Sara and me created Yarg in Biology! He's a real cutie pie! Another laugh for the shapmeisters!

The Spec's Crew in German is just the best! We are just the speciest people ever to have been in a higher german class! ♫ And when I get that feeling, I need specual Healing...

After school, went to collect my new glasses, which I love. They're Missoni and they're geeky chic. Then I got my haircut. I got LAYERS! Slightly risky seeing as my hair loves to be curly but it looks great. I'm well chuffed!

So Yeah, That's day one of the blog, hope it lasts!