Comfortably Numb...Itchy More Like!

I'm SO itchy! Here's how it started...

Tuesday morning and I've got a bit of a headache and sore throat so I stayed off school. It's now Thursday and I've noticed little scabs on my arms and legs.

Fantastic! I have chickenpox (or suspected) which means a trip to the doctor. I hate the doctor with a passion. They make you feel like you are wasting their time by saying that your ill. Not looking forward to it.

It's weird. I've never had chickenpox yet It's one of the diseases that every child has - except my siblings and myself. So in some ways I'm quite glad I if I do have it. I'll not be such an outcast anyway!

Missing school though. I'll have so much catching up to do and I'm missing my friends. Loads. Although Ellyn gave me a lovely phone call that lasted one hour and forty minutes which was fun. Just talking mindless crap took away the itchiness for a while. Aww I Love Ellyn. She had an epiphany. Next year for halloween, I'm going as Dr. Evil and Ellyn's going as Mini Me out of Austin Powers. How hilarious will that be!

I miss my friends! So much. Like Ellyn I had my own epiphany (that's such a great word, don't you think?). I've decided that I'm just gonna be the person who everyone relies on. I'm not going to have a best friend in the group. I'm just gonna be everyone's best friend. I'm going to be there for them no matter what and I'm not gonna take sides no more. Everyone is going to be equal in my affections and if I'm honest, thats the proper and mature way to act.

Friends
The People Who Influence You
And Help Decide The Things You Do
The People Who Help You Become Who You Are
And When They Are Needed, Are Not Very Far
Never Will They Leave You Behind
They Will Always Be By Your Side
Friends...Friends Till The End

A poem created on a sudden impulse in my soul...