In Joy And Sorrow

85% of this week has been shit mainly because I decided to confront what has been eating away at me. I asked my friend for the truth. And to say it backfired would be an understatement...


It made things worse and I've been feeling like shit for most of the week. I thought an answer would make things better but it hasn't. Our friendship feels more distant and It's horrible.


If only I had a time machine...


If she ever reads this, I want her to know that for the one-thousandth time, I am sorry. She will always be my best friend, even if I'm not hers and I hope one day things will go back to the way it was. I love her so much and she's the best person I've ever met and I truly mean it. Most of my friends were fake before I met Sara and became part of the group. A group who are truly geniuine and lovely. Before this saga, I was the happiest I've ever been. Now I feel more shit than ever.



15% of the week was amazing! I love Halloween. It's the perfect excuse to be a kid again so we went bowling which was fun! I love bowling and I won both games. Plus. the whole specs crew was there which was fantastic. I Love the specs crew!

Good Times! I hope there are many more.